Your overall pattern
Your results indicate Severe Symptoms of obsessive-compulsive patterns. It is likely that intrusive thoughts and compulsive behaviors are currently dominating a significant portion of your day/life. You may feel like you are fighting a constant battle with your own mind, compelled to perform rituals to ward off intense anxiety or a sense of impending doom.
Please know this: You are not "crazy," and you are not your symptoms. You are experiencing a well-understood neurobiological pattern where the brain's "danger detection" system is stuck in the "ON" position. This is exhausting, but it is also highly treatable.
"This is not a character flaw. It is a mechanical issue in the brain's signaling system, and like any mechanical issue, it can be repaired with the right tools."
Typical behaviors
- High Interference: Rituals may take up hours of your day, making it hard to hold down a job, attend school, or maintain relationships.
- Intense Distress: If you cannot perform a ritual, the anxiety feels unbearable or physical.
- Magical Thinking: You may feel that your thoughts have the power to cause real-world harm (e.g., "If I think this bad thought, my mom will get sick").
Strengths in this pattern
- Incredible Resilience: Functioning with this level of background noise requires immense strength.
- Protective Instinct: Your drive is likely rooted in a desperate desire to keep yourself and others safe.
Common pitfalls
Even a balanced pattern can have friction points:
- Total Exhaustion: The sheer mental energy required to manage these obsessions can lead to depression or burnout.
- Accommodation: Family members might be participating in your rituals to "help," which inadvertently keeps the cycle going.
"Reflection point: The short-term relief of the ritual is the fuel for the long-term suffering. Breaking the loop requires short-term discomfort."
What you can do next
Small actions you can start today
- Be Kind to Yourself: Stop beating yourself up for having these thoughts. They are symptoms, not choices.
- Reach Out: This level of severity is very difficult to manage with self-help alone.
Longer-term directions
- Professional Therapy is Vital: The gold standard treatment is Exposure and Response Prevention (ERP). It is highly effective. Please look for a specialist who treats OCD specifically.
- Medication Consult: For severe symptoms, medication can often turn down the "volume" of the intrusive thoughts enough to make therapy more effective.
Disclaimer and when to seek help
Important: This online test is not a clinical diagnosis. However, your score suggests a high probability of OCD that significantly impacts quality of life. We strongly recommend seeking a professional evaluation. There is effective help available, and you do not have to live in this level of distress.